the craziest month

i got back home at about midnite last nite from the airport. This trip to japan this time around was so different in a lot of ways. I had to make things work in a group of malaysians, singaporeans, americans, british etc.

it was a long one week and i am exhausted. Yet i am hopping on that plane again this sunday to korea for another round of "ballgame".

I think i will actuallly look fwd to a short break when i get back in nov. as for my life in general, hmm. i m ok. I have this email that i am dreading to open n im prolly just being silly. i started the proposition and i am scared to death to know the outcome. it's crazy.

i wonder if i have had a different job would i have more time for myself, hence more time to "bump" into interesting people?

if just i don't need this money i would have quit. and do my mba full time. and be a student again. a carefree life i would love to have.

i have a good feeling i will be vanishing from the blog space pretty soon.
there's nothing much to write anymore when i feel lost and losing hope.

anyhow, have a good weekend!

don't be angry. just smile.

it’s stressful when you are trying to discuss some important matters and the other party is talking about something else. and in the end he doesn’t really understand the issues. i feel like screaming sometimes.

but my japanese counterpart said in her cute english:

“He is typical young Japanese worker….
I fed up to get angry for this kind of person…. So, smile!”