thank God we finally reached home today.
so much to write about the trip. :) will do so once i recuperate from this exhaustion.
the weather there can get pretty hot and dry at about 48 degrees...
although we are happy to be home we are also sad with the loss of our Cookie. after fighting with bladder infection & kidney failure he died in his sleep 4 days ago under the care our our Vet. friend...and we didn't get to give him a last hug.
there goes the memories with a sweet loving cat. we love you, Cookie. we will miss having you waiting in front of the door each time we come home. we'll miss you when we're watching tv and you're not there sleeping on the carpet. we'll miss having you sleep on our feet while we read newspapers. we miss just playing with your fury tummy.
in memory of Cookie: 2002 - 24 May 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
leaving on a jet plane...
as always i have been putting off packing...
today we had to put Cookie in his cage so that we can send him to the animal hospy. and he was crying so hard that i couldn't bare putting him in the cage. my sister finally had the courage to put him in. :( and we can still hear him cry... it makes me sad...but 2 weeks is too long a time to leave her at home...
moga2x perjalanan esok diberkati Allah till the day of our return.
ameen.
today we had to put Cookie in his cage so that we can send him to the animal hospy. and he was crying so hard that i couldn't bare putting him in the cage. my sister finally had the courage to put him in. :( and we can still hear him cry... it makes me sad...but 2 weeks is too long a time to leave her at home...
moga2x perjalanan esok diberkati Allah till the day of our return.
ameen.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
mum's day
my 11 year old niece sent an sms early this morning:
"Happy Mother's Day to All My Mothers..."
aww. sweet :)
my mom on the other hand, only wanted us to stay with her at home today. and spend time laughing over tv shows...clean up the kitchen after the massive makan2x yesterday and pack for our trip...
i am happy that tomorrow's monday. i need to get myself busy...
toodles!
"Happy Mother's Day to All My Mothers..."
aww. sweet :)
my mom on the other hand, only wanted us to stay with her at home today. and spend time laughing over tv shows...clean up the kitchen after the massive makan2x yesterday and pack for our trip...
i am happy that tomorrow's monday. i need to get myself busy...
toodles!
Saturday, May 09, 2009
tricky
sometimes little things that someone does can make you smile. regardless whether other people understands it or otherwise, you know it's meant for you. even on a tiny blog title.
i know i hate being in a tricky situation. i fear the feeling of falling. into something that might hurt me. still am very paranoid. so for now i will run.
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we've been busy with cleaning and cooking. mom wants to do makan2x for her favorite nieces & nephews today.
i can't believe in a few days we'll be flying off to egypt and thenafter to tanah Haram.
if 14 years ago i went there with not much fear (budak2x lagi la kan :p) this time i just feel a little nervous.
i am scared if i won't have time to cleanse my mind, body and soul before i leave. kadang2x hati ni jahat sangat. kadang2x solat tu lambat sangat. kadang2x (or selalunye) lupa buat amalan2x sunat....kadang2x...i complain too much and forgot He is listening...
solat taubat, solat istikharah, and other preparations are on the way i guess...
if i don't have the opportunity to say this to you guys personally, please take this as an official request: forgive me for anything i have said wrong or might have hurt your feelings. if you feel i owe you a personal apology please let me know.
moga2x Allah let my heart wanders around positive things.
take care everyone.
i know i hate being in a tricky situation. i fear the feeling of falling. into something that might hurt me. still am very paranoid. so for now i will run.
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we've been busy with cleaning and cooking. mom wants to do makan2x for her favorite nieces & nephews today.
i can't believe in a few days we'll be flying off to egypt and thenafter to tanah Haram.
if 14 years ago i went there with not much fear (budak2x lagi la kan :p) this time i just feel a little nervous.
i am scared if i won't have time to cleanse my mind, body and soul before i leave. kadang2x hati ni jahat sangat. kadang2x solat tu lambat sangat. kadang2x (or selalunye) lupa buat amalan2x sunat....kadang2x...i complain too much and forgot He is listening...
solat taubat, solat istikharah, and other preparations are on the way i guess...
if i don't have the opportunity to say this to you guys personally, please take this as an official request: forgive me for anything i have said wrong or might have hurt your feelings. if you feel i owe you a personal apology please let me know.
moga2x Allah let my heart wanders around positive things.
take care everyone.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
the exception
i got myself 10 new dvds on saturday. and ended up watching only 3 by sunday.
one of the dvds that i watched was "he's just not that into you".
it's definitely a movie to watch with a girl friend and i'm glad my good friend can be there with me. i couldn't relate more ;)
with a knock on my head - there are many parts of the movie that i can totally relate with.
to be an exception is always a desire, especially for the really average and ladies-next-door (ehem). forget those hot babes with wonderful personalities. even if they have problems it won't be in the "searching" department. if i can find someone like alex with that perfect timing. it would be wonderful.
as for the "sparks" some of us hopeless romantics think do exist, i agree that it's actually a false illusion. yes, i agree with you. i do.
we somehow think the fantasies are too good to be true but nevertheless adopt part of it because it looks like it feels really good. damn all those love movies.
we however need to have chemistry, with people who we call friends, and close friends. and it takes a certain amount of chemistry between 2 persons however, to move from friends to another level. you'll just know it i guess...
i don't walk alone. i know. and i know these strengths i get from friends will slowly diminish when they move on. but why think of then?
we live now. and here.
one of the dvds that i watched was "he's just not that into you".
it's definitely a movie to watch with a girl friend and i'm glad my good friend can be there with me. i couldn't relate more ;)
with a knock on my head - there are many parts of the movie that i can totally relate with.
to be an exception is always a desire, especially for the really average and ladies-next-door (ehem). forget those hot babes with wonderful personalities. even if they have problems it won't be in the "searching" department. if i can find someone like alex with that perfect timing. it would be wonderful.
as for the "sparks" some of us hopeless romantics think do exist, i agree that it's actually a false illusion. yes, i agree with you. i do.
we somehow think the fantasies are too good to be true but nevertheless adopt part of it because it looks like it feels really good. damn all those love movies.
we however need to have chemistry, with people who we call friends, and close friends. and it takes a certain amount of chemistry between 2 persons however, to move from friends to another level. you'll just know it i guess...
i don't walk alone. i know. and i know these strengths i get from friends will slowly diminish when they move on. but why think of then?
we live now. and here.
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and here i am typing away some homework that i have put on hold. heh. tomorrow is monday. isk isk.
Friday, May 01, 2009
cuti
it's great to have an extra day to the weekends. i have laid out my wknd plans so that i can recuperate from this exhaustion after working 11 days straight and also make time to meet friends, take my mom out and go for the half day UmrahCourse that i have been putting off...
nana and i watched mahsuri the musical last night. it was another full house in IB. having watched PGL for 2 seasons...we can't say much about the play except there's a long way to go for the directors and script writers. but good acting overall. although none of their music lingers around in my head like the music from PGL...(still give me goosebumps)
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i will now focus on things that will work. and make it work. and stop worrying about the failures in the past. such mess. let's pack it in a box and chuck it away.
have a good rest!
nana and i watched mahsuri the musical last night. it was another full house in IB. having watched PGL for 2 seasons...we can't say much about the play except there's a long way to go for the directors and script writers. but good acting overall. although none of their music lingers around in my head like the music from PGL...(still give me goosebumps)
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i will now focus on things that will work. and make it work. and stop worrying about the failures in the past. such mess. let's pack it in a box and chuck it away.
have a good rest!
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