the craziest month

i got back home at about midnite last nite from the airport. This trip to japan this time around was so different in a lot of ways. I had to make things work in a group of malaysians, singaporeans, americans, british etc.

it was a long one week and i am exhausted. Yet i am hopping on that plane again this sunday to korea for another round of "ballgame".

I think i will actuallly look fwd to a short break when i get back in nov. as for my life in general, hmm. i m ok. I have this email that i am dreading to open n im prolly just being silly. i started the proposition and i am scared to death to know the outcome. it's crazy.

i wonder if i have had a different job would i have more time for myself, hence more time to "bump" into interesting people?

if just i don't need this money i would have quit. and do my mba full time. and be a student again. a carefree life i would love to have.

i have a good feeling i will be vanishing from the blog space pretty soon.
there's nothing much to write anymore when i feel lost and losing hope.

anyhow, have a good weekend!