wrong?

i can't think of what else can go wrong in my life.

you know the feeling when everything doesn't work out like you want them to? when whatever that could go wrong actually do? when you tend to speak but no one really listen? when somehow after putting aside money for savings, parents, essentials, and not even the normal shopping spree, etc you are dead broke whereas it's the same salary you've been getting for a year or so?

what is actually wrong with my life? i hate blaming it on the PMS.

so let's not.

i just feel like crap. i need to go for a swim. or a fast drive. or a day off to reorganize the closet and lock myself in the room the whole day.

i want out.

as lame as it sounds i got me this book. you think it's gonna help?

actually i already know where i wanna be in the near future. i want to quit this crappy corporate job of mine. i wanna be in bloomington. do my masters. work on odd jobs. and always be with someone i'm mutually in love with.