tricky

sometimes little things that someone does can make you smile. regardless whether other people understands it or otherwise, you know it's meant for you. even on a tiny blog title.

i know i hate being in a tricky situation. i fear the feeling of falling. into something that might hurt me. still am very paranoid. so for now i will run.

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we've been busy with cleaning and cooking. mom wants to do makan2x for her favorite nieces & nephews today.
i can't believe in a few days we'll be flying off to egypt and thenafter to tanah Haram.

if 14 years ago i went there with not much fear (budak2x lagi la kan :p) this time i just feel a little nervous.
i am scared if i won't have time to cleanse my mind, body and soul before i leave. kadang2x hati ni jahat sangat. kadang2x solat tu lambat sangat. kadang2x (or selalunye) lupa buat amalan2x sunat....kadang2x...i complain too much and forgot He is listening...

solat taubat, solat istikharah, and other preparations are on the way i guess...

if i don't have the opportunity to say this to you guys personally, please take this as an official request: forgive me for anything i have said wrong or might have hurt your feelings. if you feel i owe you a personal apology please let me know.

moga2x Allah let my heart wanders around positive things.

take care everyone.