cry

i cried myself to sleep last night. it's been a long time since i actually let go of everything on my shoulders.
it felt good.

there's so much to cope with. and emotionally i am not strong enough.
but since i appear to be the strong one i just suck it in. family issues can drive me up the wall. even the most minute and ridiculous ones.

oh well. who doesn't have issues one way or the other?
suck it in amy.